She is now happily married to rocker Jamie Hince, but for a long time Kate Moss mourned the loss of her four-year relationship with Johnny Depp.
In the December issue of Vanity Fair, for which she graces the cover, the supermodel reveals that Depp, who she begun dating in 1994, was the only person she could trust.
“There’s nobody that’s ever really been able to take care of me,” she says. ”Johnny did for a bit. I believed what he said. Like if I said, ‘What do I do?,’ he’d tell me. And that’s what I missed when I left. I really lost that gauge of somebody I could trust. Nightmare. Years and years of crying. Oh, the tears!”
The 38-year-old also addresses the incessant reports that she was anorexic and her widely reported drug use.
She explains: “I had never even taken heroin — it was nothing to do with me at all. I think Corinne [Day] — she wasn’t on heroin but always loved that Lou Reed song, that whole glamorizing the squat, white-and-black and sparse and thin, and girls with dark eyes. She loved that look. I was thin, but that’s because I was doing shows, working really hard. At that time, I was staying at a B and B in Milan, and you’d get home from work and there was no food. You’d get to work in the morning, there was no food. Nobody took you out for lunch when I started. Carla Bruni took me out for lunch once. She was really nice. Otherwise, you don’t get fed. But I was never anorexic. They knew it wasn’t true — otherwise I wouldn’t be able to work.”
Kate seems to have left that somewhat in the past now that she is happily married– though she still hasn’t given up her penchant for late nights out and about in London.
The December issue of Vanity Fair will be available on newsstands in New York and L.A. on October 31.